I’ve been feeling so tired lately…. It all started when I had a bad bout of sinus allergy towards the end of May. I went to see the doctor and he found that I had a sinus infection, so he prescribed me antibiotics.
I got so sick taking the antibiotics, having digestive upsets and loose stools (TMI ~ Too Much Information π) daily to the point where I started to get worried if I was having a serious complication from the antibiotic, which is Pseudomembranous colitis.
I went back to see another doctor two weeks later, and she said that my sinus infection has cleared up, so she told me to stop taking the antibiotics immediately. She prescribed me a nasal spray instead for my sinus allergies.
I am very sensitive, not just emotionally, but physically as well. The sinus spray contains cortico-steroids and I immediately started having adverse reactions towards it, and am still suffering from some of the side effects as of now.
Then, there’s the problem with my sleep. I’ve not been sleeping well lately. I try to go to bed early, like around 10.30pm because I tend to wake up early, like around 4.30am every morning, regardless of what time I go to bed.
In the past, I’d started thinking about things, or ponder about life, but nowadays, even while I’m still half sleep, I start thinking of ideas for my new website. What niche I should choose? What domain name can I get? What topics can I write about?
After listening to my brainwave entrainment meditation for 15 minutes, I just decide to get up and start watching the online business training videos and do more research online. However, this leads to me having sore eyes and sore arms (especially on the right side because I’m using the mouse too much), especially if I don’t take breaks in between and don’t stretch enough.
At least I make it a point to go the gym and walk on the treadmill, then stretch for 20 minutes afterwards whenever I can, even when I’m tired and don’t feel like it.
And now I got this issue at the back of my mind as to how to deal with this traffic citation that was mistakenly issued to me (I wasn’t even there at the time!) instead of my ex-husband. He basically got off scot-free, not that I wish him any ill. In fact, I always pray for his safety and the safety of my family and my loved ones daily. However, I now need to go to court and tell the judge that the police officer made a mistake of naming me (instead of my ex-husband) as the driver who was talking on the cellphone while driving, as I was not even in the car at the time. This sounds so ridiculous and unreal. I honestly don’t even know if I should be laughing or crying about it?
And there comes a time, especially when I’m feeling exhausted, or feeling down, when I wish I had that special someone with me. The someone that I can always count on to be there for me in the good times, and the bad. The someone that can hold me, comfort me in his arms and tell me that everything will be alright, and I for him as well. The someone that is my best friend, my lover, and my soulmate… π
Count On Me
~ Bruno Mars
Oh-oh
If you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea
I’ll sail the world to find you
If you ever find yourself lost in the dark and you can’t see
I’ll be the light to guide you
We’ll find out what we’re made of
When we are called to help our friends in need
You can count on me like one, two, three
I’ll be there
And I know when I need it, I can count on you like four, three, two
And you’ll be there
‘Cause that’s what friends are supposed to do, oh, yeah
Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh, yeah, yeah
If you tossin’ and you’re turnin’ and you just can’t fall asleep
I’ll sing a song beside you
And if you ever forget how much you really mean to me
Every day I will remind you, oh
We’ll find out what we’re made of
When we are called to help our friends in need
You can count on me like one, two, three
I’ll be there
And I know when I need it, I can count on you like four, three, two
And you’ll be there
‘Cause that’s what friends are supposed to do, oh, yeah
Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh, yeah, yeah
You’ll always have my shoulder when you cry
I’ll never let go, never say goodbye
You know
You can count on me like one, two, three
I’ll be there
And I know when I need it I can count on you like four, three, two
And you’ll be there
‘Cause that’s what friends are supposed to do, oh, yeah
Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh
You can count on me ’cause I can count on you