Remember, Heal and Release (01/15/21)
I will stop my BS victim-mentality. I am not a victim. I am a survivor, and I am a winner in life! (01/12/21)
Your reality changes as you change. If you don’t like your reality, then change yourself.
Protect my aura, and my vibrations.
I have difficulty letting go; whether it’s of past events, emotional pain, or of physical belongings. Sometimes, I go through a phase where I will just clean, purge and donate almost everything away. But I feel like it’s an endless cycle; of accumulating memories, feelings, belongings, then having to purge and clean them all over again.
And then a new cycle returns, so this cycle just keeps going on, and on, and on….
When I listen to this song, it inspires me to Let it be, and just let it go, so that I can be free and happy again. Letting go is just a matter of choice. For some, it takes a lifetime of trying, but at the end, they still cling onto the past with hurt, resentment and regrets. For others, it takes just one split second of making that decision to let go, and in that instant, they’ve let the past go.
Let It Be
The Beatles
When I find myself in times of trouble, Mother Mary comes to me
Speaking words of wisdom, let it be
And in my hour of darkness she is standing right in front of me
Speaking words of wisdom, let it be
Let it be, let it be, let it be, let it be
Whisper words of wisdom, let it be
And when the broken hearted people living in the world agree
There will be an answer, let it be
For though they may be parted, there is still a chance that they will see
There will be an answer, let it be
Let it be, let it be, let it be, let it be
There will be an answer, let it be
Let it be, let it be, let it be, let it be
Whisper words of wisdom, let it be
Let it be, let it be, let it be, let it be
Whisper words of wisdom, let it be, be
And when the night is cloudy there is still a light that shines on me
Shinin’ until tomorrow, let it be
I wake up to the sound of music, Mother Mary comes to me
Speaking words of wisdom, let it be
And let it be, let it be, let it be, let it be
Whisper words of wisdom, let it be
And let it be, let it be, let it be, let it be
Whisper words of wisdom, let it be
When I first heard this song, my interpretation of it was of releasing your constraints in life. Live a life where you know of no boundaries. Dream Big, as even the sky can not limit you. We are living in a universe amongst many other universes. Our thoughts create our reality.
My other interpretation of this song is of World Peace. There is still so much that I have to learn, and so much inner work that I still need to do in order to improve myself, and my attitude towards humanity. But I do know this, I long for world peace. I long for heaven on earth. I long for a world where we all love each other and trust each other. I long for Nirvana.
Imagine
Song by John Lennon
Imagine there’s no heaven
It’s easy if you try
No hell below us
Above us only sky
Imagine all the people living for today
Imagine there’s no countries
It isn’t hard to do
Nothing to kill or die for
And no religion too
Imagine all the people living life in peace, you
You may say I’m a dreamer
But I’m not the only one
I hope some day you’ll join us
And the world will be as one
Imagine no possessions
I wonder if you can
No need for greed or hunger
A brotherhood of man
Imagine all the people sharing all the world, you
You may say I’m a dreamer
But I’m not the only one
I hope some day you’ll join us
And the world will be as one
I have been hurt from love so many times in the past. And it’s all sorts of love, not just romantic love. There’s family love, parental love, siblings love, friendships love, colleagues love, animals love, romantic love, and the love of mankind.
I have been betrayed by love so many times in my life. Felt like my heart was pierced by a knife, with a piece of it ripped out of me.
But all wounds heal with time. It may take a long time to heal, and there may be a scar left. However, with forgiveness, empathy, compassion, and kindness, I can finally look at that scar with understanding of the truth, and no longer feel the pain.
The Rose
Some say love, it is a river
That drowns the tender reed
Some say love, it is a razor
That leaves your soul to bleed
Some say love, it is a hunger
An endless aching need
I say love, it is a flower
And you, its only seed
It’s the heart, afraid of breaking
That never learns to dance
It’s the dream, afraid of waking
That never takes the chance
It’s the one who won’t be taken
Who cannot seem to give
And the soul, afraid of dying
That never learns to live
When the night has been too lonely
And the road has been too long
And you think that love is only
For the lucky and the strong
Just remember in the winter
Far beneath the bitter snows
Lies the seed that with the sun’s love
In the spring becomes the rose
I AM Just Fine
ALL is Well
Release and Let Go
Live and Let Live
Trust the Process
ใๅณๅฅใ
ไฝๆฒ๏ผๆๅฅ ไฝ่ฉ๏ผๅทฆๅณ
ๅชๆฏๅ ็บๅจไบบ็พคไธญ ๅค็ไบไฝ ไธ็ผ ๅไนๆฒ่ฝๅฟๆไฝ ๅฎน้ก
ๅคขๆณ่ๅถ็ถ่ฝๆไธๅคฉๅ็ธ่ฆ ๅพๆญคๆ้ๅงๅญคๅฎๆๅฟต
ๆณไฝ ๆ ไฝ ๅจๅคฉ้
ๆณไฝ ๆ ไฝ ๅจ็ผๅ
ๆณไฝ ๆ ไฝ ๅจ่ ฆๆตท
ๆณไฝ ๆ ไฝ ๅจๅฟ็ฐ
ๅฏง้ก็ธไฟกๆๅๅไธๆ็ด
ไป็็ๆๆ ๆ ไบ
ไธๆๅๆน่ฎ
ๅฏง้ก็จ้ไธ็็ญไฝ ็ผ็พ
ๆไธ็ดๅจไฝ ่บซๆ ๅพๆช่ตฐ้
ๅชๆฏๅ ็บๅจไบบ็พคไธญ ๅค็ไบไฝ ไธ็ผ
I am so thankful and grateful for all of the Love that I receive from the Universe, from my Family, my Relatives, my Friends, and from Life in general!
I may not be the healthiest, wealthiest and most well-loved person on this earth. But in comparison to a lot of other people, I have a lot!
Happiness comes from within yourself. It’s how you feel towards your own reality. I create my own reality, and it is one filled with love, health, wealth, joy, luck and happiness! ๐
ๅ ็บๆๆ
็ตฆไฝ ไธๅผต้ๅป็CD
gฤi nว yฤซ zhฤng guรฒ qรน de CD
I give to you an old CD
่ฝ่ฝ้ฃๆๆๅ็ๆๆ
tฤซng tฤซng nร shรญ wว men de ร i qรญng
Listen to our love then
ๆๆๆ็ช็ถๅฟไบๆ้ๅจๆ่ไฝ
yวu shรญ huรฌ tลซ rรกn wร ng le wว hรกi zร i ร i zhe nว
Sometimes Iโll suddenly forget that I am still in love with you
ๅๅฑไธๅบ้ฃๆจฃ็ๆญๆฒ
zร i chร ng bรบ chลซ nร yร ng de gฤ qว
No longer able to sing such a song
่ฝๅฐ้ฝๆ็ด
่่่บฒ้ฟ
tฤซng dร o dลu huรฌ hรณng zhe liวn duว bรฌ
Now our faces turn red with embarrassment from the tune
้็ถๆ็ถๅธธๅฟไบๆไพ็ถๆ่ไฝ
suฤซ rรกn huรฌ jฤซng chรกng wร ng le wว yฤซ rรกn ร i zhe nว
Even though I often forget that I am still in love with you
ๅ ็บๆๆ
ไธๆ่ผๆๆฒๅท
yฤซn wรฉi ร i qรญng bรบ huรฌ qฤซng yรฌ bฤi shฤng
Because love will not sadden easily
ๆไปฅไธๅ้ฝๆฏๅนธ็ฆ็ๆจกๆจฃ
suว yว yฤซ qiฤ dลu shรฌ xรฌng fรบ de mรณ yang
Hence everything looks to be like happiness
ๅ ็บๆๆ
็ฐกๅฎ็็้ท
yฤซn wรฉi ร i qรญng jiวn dฤn de shฤng zhวng
Because love matures simply
ไพ็ถ้จๆๅฏไปฅ็บไฝ ็็
yฤซ rรกn suรญ shรญ kฤ yว wรฉi nว fฤng kuรกng
I can continue to go crazy for you
ๅ ็บๆๆ
ๆ้บผๆๆๆปๆก
yฤซn wรฉi ร i qรญng zฤn me huรฌ yวu cฤng sฤng
Because how can time bring great changes to love
ๆไปฅๆๅ้ๆฏๅนด่ผ็ๆจกๆจฃ
suว yว wว men hรกi shรฌ niรกn qฤซng de mรณ yang
Hence we look like weโre still young
ๅ ็บๆๆ
ๅจ้ฃๅๅฐๆน
yฤซn wรฉi ร i qรญng zร i nร gรจ dรฌ fฤng
Because where love is
ไพ็ถ้ๆไบบๅจ้ฃ่ฃ้่ฉไบบไพไบบๅพ
yฤซ rรกn hรกi yวu rรฉn zร i nร lว yรณu dร ng rรฉn lรกi rรฉn wวng
Many people continue to wander over there
My first childhood love played this song for me in his car, while he caressed my body and kissed me all over. We met each other in high school. I was in girls high, and he was in boys high. His sister, my classmate and friend, introduced me to him. We attended the high school dance together. Our first names rhyme, so my classmates used to tease me and sing ‘Helen and ______ sitting in a tree, K__I__S__S__I__N__G’! We had an innocent and sweet love.
We reunited shortly by chance when I was in university. He is a passionate and romantic person. But for some reason, I was unable to accept his love back then.
If I had chosen him, instead of my medical school boyfriend, then I don’t think I would have been in a long-term abusive relationship. I may have even married him, have three kids, and perhaps, even ten grandkids by now. Who knows?
The Twelfth of Never
You ask how much I need you, must I explain?
I need you, oh my darling, like roses need rain.
You ask how long I’ll love you; I’ll tell you true:
Until the twelfth of never, I’ll still be loving you.
Hold me close, never let me go.
Hold me close, melt my heart like April snow.
I’ll love you till the bluebells forget to bloom;
I’ll love you till the clover has lost its perfume.
I’ll love you till the poets run out of rhyme,
Until the twelfth of never and that’s a long, long time.
I often neglect my inner child. When she comes to me with issues, I’ll either say to her “I’m busy right now”, or “I don’t think this is such a big deal”. I think this is why I have auto-immune issues. My inner child finally had it with me one day and decided to self-destruct, and take me along with her.
What do you do when your own body sees you as an enemy and attacks you? If you take immunosuppressive drugs, then external pathogens will take over your body instead.
I am also accident-prone and hurt myself on a constant basis. After starting on the path of self-development; every time I accidentally hurt myself, I will gently stroke where it hurts, comfort my inner child, and say to her “I’m so sorry baby. I’m so sorry baby”. I think my inner child is fed up with me though, since I get hurt so often. She’s trapped inside a clumsy body…
We don’t have much in common. We don’t share an emotional connection. But it was time for me to settle down. I told dad I don’t feel that he is my true love… Dad told me that sometimes the person you marry is not necessarily the person you love the most. I listened to dad, and it was time for me to settle down, so I took the plunge…
Many many years later, we’re still together. I believe (or at least I would like to) that we do love each other. However, we have not been in love with each other for many years now. We’re more distant than roommates are with each other. We hardly talk, and we don’t connect on an emotional level. We still don’t have much in common after all these years …
As miserable and trapped as I feel, I would like to believe that he feels the same way as well. There’s a saying, that if the shoe does not fit you, then give it someone that it does fit to enjoy instead. With him, I will forever feel like I’m Cinderella, because I can not fit into this glass slipper. Yet, I still hold onto it…. Is it time to let it go? Can I find the glass slipper that fits me so that I can turn into a fairytale princess?
I think I had met two romantic soulmates in my life. One, was never meant to be. The other, we were so close, yet so far apart. We were so close to getting married. One night, after a night of passion, he said to me ‘Let’s go now. Let’s go to Vegas now and get married’. I didn’t think that was the ‘proper’ way to get married, so I said ‘No’. I said that I wanted the whole nine yards; the diamond ring, the engagement, the wedding, all of that….. If I had said ‘Yes’, then perhaps we’d still be together now? Perhaps, we would have been able to work through all of our issues together?
Forever Love
ๆๅฆณใไธๆฏๅ ็บๅฆณ็็พ่ๅทฒใ
ๆ่ถไพ่ถๆๅฆณใๆฏๅ็ผ็ฅ่งธๅๆ็ๅฟ
ๅ ็บๅฆณ่ฎๆ็่ฆForever ๆ็ญ่งฃ่ชๅทฑใ
ๆชไพ้ไบๆฅๅญใ่ฆๅฅฝๅฅฝ็ๆ
ๆๆใๆไบ็่ฆใๆไบไธๅ ฌๅนณใ
ๅฆๆ็็ๆๆใไธๆฏ็ๆ็ถ็ถ็ๆฑบๅฎ
ๆๅฐๅฆณ็ๅผๅธๅจๆ่ณ้ใๅๅพฎ้ขจ็ฅๅฅใ
ๆบซๆ็ๅฎๆซใๆ็ไธๅฎๅฎ
ๆไปฅๆ่ฆใ
ๆฏๅคฉ็ ็ฉถๅฆณ็็ฌๅฎน
Oh ๅค้บผ่ช็ถ
*Forever loveใ
Forever loveใ
ๆๅชๆณ็จๆ้ไธ่ผฉๅญๅปๆๅฆณ ใ
ๅพไปไปฅๅพใๅฆณๆๆฏๆๆใๅนธ็ฆ็็็ฑ
ๆๆ ใๆฏๅ ดๆ็พๆ้ ็ๆ ่กใ
ๆฒฟ้้็ถๆณฅๆฟใๅถ็พ้ป็คๆๅ็ๅ้ฒ
ๆๅฐๅฆณ็้ซๆบซๅจๆๆท่ฃกใๅ้ฝๅ ๅ็ตขใ
ๅทงๅฆ็่ๅใๆ็ไธๅฎๅฎ
ไธๅฏๆ่ญฐใ่ญๆๆๆๅฆณ็็็ฑ
Oh ๅค้บผ่ช็ถ
Forever Love
Forever Love
ๆๅชๆณ็จๆ้ไธ่ผฉๅญๅปๆๅฆณ
ๅพไปไปฅๅพใๅฆณๆๆฏๆๆใๅนธ็ฆ็็็ฑ
ๅฆณๆๅ็็ผ็ใๆๆฒ้ป็่ฒ้ณใๅฝทๅฝฟๅฐฑๆฏๆๅฅฝ็่ญๆ
ๅฐฑ่ฎๆๅ่ชชไธๆฌกใ
I love you oh (็ดๅฐๆฐธ้ )
Forever loveใ
Forever love
ๆๅชๆณ็จๆ้ไธ่ผฉๅญๅปๆๅฆณ ใ
ๅพไปไปฅๅพใ
ๅฆณๆๆฏๆๆใ
ๅนธ็ฆ็็็ฑใ
Forever love
Forever loveใ
Forever love