Gratitude

Abundance Block 21 : Clearing your financial mess

Stop fearing the potential of messing up and use change as a way to create blessings in life. Highlights include:

• Facing ‘Messy’ Fears – the fear of “Messing Up” can be blocking energy that is putting you in a negative energy loop. Learn the changes that will allow you to move beyond your “Mess ups” to start experiencing “Bless Ups”.
• Giveth & Taketh – accessing the prefect balancing point between giving and taking that will open a fire-hose of abundance inside you.
• ‘Tall Poppy Syndrome’ – find that little person inside and tell it to hit the road. By keeping yourself small to consider other peoples confront zone, you are actually messing things up for yourself and others.

                           Hey welcome, welcome. Today is day 21 in the Unlimited Abundance Journey. And today we’re going to talk about some of your messes and everywhere you’re avoiding being messy in your life, which could be a block.

                           So grab a piece of paper so you can write down all your “Ah-has!” and your “What to dos?” later on. Be open to new abundance and let’s set out intents for what you hope to achieve today. So what would you love, love, love to happen today for you? And what would you love, love, love to happen for the week? And what would you love, love, love to happen before the end of the Unlimited Abundance Journey?

                           Alright, set your intent on what you hope to achieve. Cool, cool, cool. Alright so let’s bring the energy that you want to release to the forefront and let’s begin. Alright what is your story? We’ve got some fun inspirational stories today. And the whole time you’re listening, what I would love for you to do is just think what would it take for something like that to happen for me, right. That or something greater.

                           Alright, Carmil, a financial planner set a very specific goal when she started her Unlimited Abundance Journey. One of the first goals was to make $15,000 a month and the second goal was to pay off her line of credit. Last year things were tough and she only wrote about $1,000,000 in new investments in the entire 12 months. Well she just wrote $500,000, half a million dollars, for the month of August alone and it’s only 21 days. And she sent this to me a few days ago, okay. So in less than 20 days she wrote half a million dollars of business in the month of August. And remember she only wrote a million dollars in the whole 12 months last year. And that was her goal. So she made her goal, yay!

                           And then she’s been asking “What would it take to make another $15,000 this month?” Love it. So she didn’t stop. She says there is a potential for another half a million dollars in investments and so when this happens she’ll be able to pay off her line of credit. So keep us posted. That was a great story.

                           Oscar, an amazing tale of abundance. His day was really, really s uprising and just filled, lit up with abundance. Oscar started his day preparing for a long trial ride on his bicycle. Got to the parking lot, totally packed, no spot in sight, long line of vehicles, all of them looking for a space, thinking, “Oh my god, we’re not going to get a space.” He just said “What would it take to find a parking spot now?” Next thing you know a guy was walking out and said, “Hey you want my spot? I’m leaving right here.” And it was right where he was. So he’s at the perfect place at the perfect time.

                           Feeling great he took off on his bike, rode 20 miles, turned around. He was really hot and tired so he asked “What would it take to find a shady spot to rest and some cold water?”  He rode around the next bend and there was a community group handing out ice water for free and under the shade of a big tree. So viola! He took a break, sipped some water, was thinking about work. Now notice he’s doing this all the time, right. It’s like a daily mantra like a prayer. What would it take to get some new client who could really use my services and buy my products now? At that very moment one of the volunteers handing out water walked over, started chatting and asked him what he does. Oscar told him that he did financial planning for small businesses. The guy immediately said, “You should approach my industry. It’s a gold mine.  And I’m surprised that nobody has yet.” So by asking that very moment what would it take to get some new client who could pay me now, he got an inside scoop and a tip.

                           But he said it kept happening all day, this whole experience. He continued on his ride back home. Oscar got hungry and asked “What would it take to get some food?” A few miles down the trail he decided to take a break in an area with two benches. One bench was in the shade, and remember he’s hot, so that would be the “logical choice” to go sit in the shade. He felt driven to sit on the bench in the sun. While he was sitting there, two kids stopped, sat on the other bench and when they got up to leave they said, “Hey mister, you dropped your energy bar.” Oscar was like, “What?” He looked under the bench and there was a fully wrapped energy bar just waiting for him.

                           So you know this is about being in the flow. I mean how Oscar is living is pretty much how I live my life. I mean that’s just how my life goes. And what would it take for your life to be so much in the flow like that? See, sense or feel the light. Take your energy up 300 feet above your head. Okay connect to pure source energy that totally loves you, totally aligns with your wishes and desires, completely wants everything to happen for you no matter what it takes.

                           Okay allow the light to come through your crown, opening up for a new awareness and also opening up all the files of anything that you don’t want to change that is still a block to you, okay. So all the things that are hidden from you that you don’t want to change, let’s open up those files and clear them.

                           Let’s allow the light to come into your third eye; opening things you don’t want to see. Your ears opening up things you don’t want to hear. Your throat opening up things you don’t want to speak. Opening. Allow this light to come through your heart opening up things that you might hate or don’t love. Things that you don’t maybe want to look at. Maybe even places where you’re not very nice to yourself.

                           Okay allow the light to come into your solar plexus opening up anywhere you feel anxious afraid or weary. Allow the light to come into your abdomen, your power center, what you’re rooted in, opening up anything where you feel powerless, deflated, not enough, undeserving or blocked.

                           Allow the light to come through your legs all the way into the center of the planet connecting to the part of the planet in the center that’s purely conscious, loving life. You are now supported from above and below.

                           Ask this light from below to kind of bounce right back up into your heart and radiate out 360 degrees like a great central sunshine all the way around your body. Ask this light to open and expand all parts of you that are blocked. Ask this light to open and expand all parts of you that are avoiding things. And ask this light to open and expand all the parts of you that are in denial.

                           Open and expand all parts of you that lie to yourself at any level. And ask this light to open up all parts of the darkness in you. Allow this light to radiate past the building you’re in. Allow this light to expand past the city you’re in. Allow this light to expand past the country you’re in. Allow this light to expand past the planet.

                           Okay. What would it take for every one of you hearing any of these stories of unlimited abundance? If you haven’t had your rock star moment yet, what would it take for you to have your breakthrough today? And everything in the way of that, uncreate it all.

                           What would it take for you guys to not be so hypercritical of yourself and what’s blocking you and everything in the way of that. Uncreate and delete it all. What would it take for you guys to open up any part of you that’s avoiding the potential for a positive future? Yes, what would it take for anything in the way of your positive future to be deleted?

                           So Amber’s asking a good question; how long does our communication to the light last? Okay so here’s the truth Amber. Let’s just say you’re at home and you don’t have a moment to connect to the light the way we just did. If you just imagine yourself expanded 300 feet tall, connected to all things, radiating a lot of light, in two seconds you’re connected, okay.

                           But the real truth, if you really think about it, is you’re always connected. When you make yourself larger you’re a little bit more in command of your reality. When you make yourself shrink or contract you’re being a little victim if you can kind of see that.

                           See most people have given up their right to like freewill. They don’t think they can change their future. So any of you guys who are sitting in a place where you think you can’t really change your future, for some reason, even if it’s not conscious to you, maybe it’s subconscious, maybe it’s a parent thing, maybe it’s a spouse thing, maybe it’s like I’m afraid to be too big for my britches thing, whatever that is. Okay delete all that.

                           Anywhere else you guys are afraid to be the creator of your whole world, uncreate and delete all that. Everywhere you think it’s sacrilegious to be the creator of your own world and join forces with the creative energy, delete all that.

                           Everywhere you guys are weary and tired because you’re contracted and pretending that you’re human and that you can’t change things, delete all that.

                           Yeah, so Amber or any of you guys that are working with a lot of clients; like for instance if I work with a client that connects to the light, I connect them to the light. See it takes more oomph if people connect to my light instead of connecting to the light, right. So if a client is connected to the light and I’m connected to the light, there’s double the power, right; instead of trying to connect through me.

                           So if you’re working with clients you ask them to connect to the light, you connect to the light and then there’s a lot more energy that can shift. And then after the session’s done then you just close all the doors to the client, they have their energy, you have your energy, do a little blessing and a prayer and then you just make sure that they’re not attached to you anymore.

                           So one of the reasons why people won’t change, some people, is because- I love that word; BE-CAUSE, be the cause. Some people won’t change because it messes with your life. Some people aren’t willing for their life to be a little messy. Now what’s really hilarious about this if you think about it, see the ultimate contradiction? People won’t change because it messes with their life but then they don’t really like parts of their life. So you might need different habits, new self-talk, new ideas, new thoughts, a new way of being and new actions that go along with this new version of yourself, right.

                           And some people are afraid to mess up their life that much, okay. So anything that’s stirred up in you guys where you’re afraid to mess up your life that much and actually be what you proclaim you want to be, will you uncreate and delete it all. Everywhere you guys are stopped, blocked, unsatisfied and unhappy with your life but yet you refuse to let it get messy so you can transform it, transmute it into the next place you want to go with it, uncreate and delete all that across all time dimensions, space and reality.

                           Anywhere you guys keep proclaiming my life is a mess so then you keep creating messes that you don’t want, yeah everything that is, uncreate and delete all that across all time dimensions, space and reality. Everywhere you’ve judged any part of your life as a mess, will you uncreate and delete all that across all time dimensions, space and reality.

                           Alright so you guys showed up with your blocks today so this is good. So I’m going to ask you this, what are you afraid to do because it will mess up your life? What are you afraid to do because it might mess up your life? And then type me some of your responses. And I have a couple questions here that I’m going to answer. If you showed up and you felt a little blocked it’s probably because it was for this session. Usually your energy for this session will get stirred up a day or two ahead of time.

                           And Galena’s asking if somebody can be blocked from being rooted in problems at birth? Yes. Because sometimes what happens is in the birth of us coming into the body, think of it unlimited being crunched into a little body. And you know some people have these stories about they didn’t want to come out or they came out too early and all these things. Those things can be blocks because it could be your overall point of view about life down here. Like some of you loved coming down here to earth and some people might not so much, right.

                           Okay so everywhere you guys are afraid. So Javier typed in, everywhere you’re afraid to decide on things quickly, uncreate and delete all that across all time dimensions, space and reality. And Javier I’m wondering if you’re afraid to make a decision quickly because are you really, really, really clear on your end result?

                           So I’m asking you guys if you have a clear vision board, if you have a clear what do you want in your life, that will help you make decisions more quickly because you’ll find out if it’s in alignment, right. Okay so everywhere you guys don’t make decisions quickly because you don’t’ know if it’s in alignment or not, uncreate and delete it all. Everywhere you’re overwhelmed and confused uncreate and delete all that. Everywhere you’re afraid to change jobs for whatever reason, uncreate and delete all that. Everywhere you guys are afraid to start a new business; everywhere you guys are afraid to get rich, uncreate and delete all that across all time dimensions, space and reality.

                           Everywhere you’re afraid to share your past with others or share your story or open your heart and be vulnerable and open to people, will you uncreate and delete that across all time dimensions, space and realities.

                           Everywhere you’re afraid of being vulnerable which is who you are as a spirit. Remember being vulnerable and opening your heart means you don’t have any guards and blocks around you. And because you don’t have any blocks around you your energy system is open and people can feel you.

                           So everywhere you’re afraid to be how people feel you, uncreate and delete all that. Everywhere you’re afraid to leave the safety of the current job, uncreate and delete all that.

                           Now what if you guys were thinking about job-hunting maybe the wrong way. Like what if you guys wanted to start a business or something, what if you started it while you have a job? Like if you need to get clients and things like that, what would it take for you guys to get clients, increase your income and then quit your job? Okay so everything in the way of you thinking you can do that, uncreate and delete all that.

                           Or what would it take for you guys if you want a new job to literally just send out 30 resumes every couple weeks? Everything in the way of that, will you uncreate and delete all that.

                           Everywhere you guys are afraid to lose control. Afraid to lose control means afraid to lose your reality, right. So everywhere you guys are afraid to lose your reality, uncreate and delete all that. Everywhere you guys are afraid to lose your safety and your security blanket, yes, uncreate and delete all that. Everywhere you guys are afraid to lose your security blanket that you worked so hard for and that you hold in place everyday.

                           Because remember that whole thing I went into in the beginning of Unlimited Abundance Journey? It’s like you guys are an infinite being and everything in it is changing every two seconds anyway. I mean less that that right, because every molecule in your body just changed. Every breath you just took just changed some energy in your body. Every molecule of your life, every molecule holding your money together is moving. So everything is changing. So think of how much power it takes an infinite being to keep their life the same day in and day out. When in truth everything is changing. Yeah right? A lot of power. Uncreate and delete all that power you’re using against yourself. Toiling away at the same thing over and over again.

                           Everywhere you’re afraid to be too good and too competent at managing your life, because there might be repercussions for that for you. So whatever the secret fear is that you’re afraid of, like maybe people won’t like you, uncreate and delete all that. Or maybe it will be too hard work, uncreate and delete all that.

                           Everywhere you’re afraid to get into a serious relationship, stand up for yourself because people might look at you like you’re crazy. So everywhere you’re tired of your families all looking at you like you’re nuts, okay. Uncreate and delete all that. Everywhere you’re so tired of people looking at you like you’re crazy, uncreate and delete all that.

                           I’m going to say this because some of you guys are sick and tired. How many of you guys are sick and tired of things not working out for you? Everything that is, will you uncreate and delete it across all time dimensions, space and realities.

                           Okay Margaret’s saying she’s doing it. Everything about her life is new and different. I love that Margaret. I love the email that says, “My before picture was this and my after picture is this.” I love it.

                           Change my work. Everywhere Cheri goes afraid to change her work, okay uncreate and delete all that. Everywhere you guys have all this energy that you invested in something and even though it’s not working, because you invested so much energy in it you don’t want to change it. You want to make what’s not working work in order to prove that you didn’t waste your time putting your energy in it. So you’re afraid to let it go just basically because you put so much energy in it. So everywhere you’re afraid to just cut your ties, uncreate and delete all that.

                           How many of you guys are hanging on to people like that? Relationships right? Where they weren’t good for you, they haven’t been good for you, they’re non-supportive but yet because you invested so much time with them you still need to keep them around. Uncreate and delete all that.

                           Everywhere you’re afraid to get clear, afraid to have success uncreate and delete all that. Anywhere your parents did not want you to have success because it might- now some people were asking in the last session why would your parents not want you to have success. Unfortunately some parents are not happy and they don’t want anybody else to be around happy. Have you ever noticed a person’s who’s always complaining trying to make everybody miserable around them? Yeah they’re unhappy and they want everybody else to be miserable. So if you actually go get happy, then you would make your mother or father miserable and then they wouldn’t love you right?

                           Okay so everywhere you guys are afraid to go get happy because you might still need love from mom and dad. Now I understand that some of this might be subconscious to you but one of the more powerful things is the little kid parts of us that are still wanting or seeking something; admiration from our family, love from our family that we might not have ever received. Some of that stuff can hold us back. So anywhere there’s parts of you guys that still don’t want to get rich; don’t want to make more money than mom and dad; don’t want to get happy because they’re going to pick on you.

                           How many of you guys live in the critical families where if you go get happy they pick on you the whole way. If you lose weight they pick on you. If you get happy they pick on you. If you have love they pick on you. If you have more money then them they pick on you. And if you basically suck at life and you do life the way they do then they leave you alone. So any of you guys living that kind of life, uncreate and delete all that.

                           Everywhere you guys might start receiving admiration, recognition and love and you’re not used to it, so somehow because you’re not used to it you would turn away from it, uncreate and delete all that.

                           Anywhere you guys are not willing to love yourself enough or love yourself more than you need love from any other person on the planet, uncreate and delete all that.

                           Everywhere you’re surrounded by so many negative people, uncreate and delete all that. Anywhere you don’t think you can get out of it, uncreate and delete all that.

                           Alright so Nicholas is asking me to speak about fairness. See some people think I did all my good stuff in this world therefore I deserve to be rewarded. A lot of people have that belief but what can happen is at the end of the day it’s not about fairness, unfortunately. At the end of the day it’s how you wired your reality, okay. And most people have a receiving problem. So usually the do-gooders, the ones that give and give and give and give, they usually have a receiving problem. And then they are stuck in this whole rut where they think the universe isn’t fair because the universe doesn’t bring to them when in truth the real reality is they aren’t good receivers because they think that they get love by giving. And they forget to love themselves by receiving.

                           We make it a polarity of give and take but the universe is give and take all at the same time. Ultimately if you’re wired the correct way, as soon as you ask, you’re given. Because basically when you ask you open up your energy field and say, “Hey, show it up for me.” But if you set your energy to always give and give and give and give but you don’t open up the receiving channels then life might appear not fair to you. Now that’s one angle.

                           The other angle is if you have your parents’ imprints in you, you can do all the good things in the world and do all the right things in the world but everything you imprinted before the age of seven to ten years old, subconsciously, that you downloaded from you parents could be blocking you. That’s a whole other subject but that’s the other block that could probably be blocking you.

                           So I want you guys to check inside for a minute. This is a good awareness. So I’m going to ask it this way; on a scale of one to ten, ten being you can totally receive everything including judgment from people. How much can you receive? Yeah, some of you are like a five, a six, three and a half. So that’s your homework for this week so write that down; you’re going to work on being an excellent receiver.

                           Okay now how many of you, on a scale of one to ten, ten being you totally give; you can give freely knowing that the universe always supports whatever you give. Okay on a scale of one to ten, ten being totally give, where are you guys at with that? It feels about the same to me; a lot of fives and sixes. So I am curious what numbers did you guys get? A lot of eights and sevens and fives and threes, a few nines, good; a one. Okay so that’s your homework right there okay.

                           So that’s why I ask a lot of those kinds of questions in my head everyday to just kind of discern where I’m at. Marsha’s an eleven. I used to be a giver and not a receiver so I had to really change that. I was doing a little bit of victim myself at one point in my life. I’m like, “Why am I not receiving?”

                           Everywhere that you guys are afraid that you’ll create enemies by going forward, uncreate and delete all that – afraid to go to the bank and ask to refinance your home. So anywhere you guys are afraid to look at your finances, balance your books, look at your credit reports, get insurance, look at your insurance policies, all those things uncreate and delete them all. They’re really not fun to look at, uncreate and delete them all. Everywhere you’re afraid to be humiliated if you go forward, uncreate and delete all that.

                           Thank you, Jane, for being honest. She has a common belief that a lot of people have that they’re too old, too young, too this, too that, right. So everywhere you’re too old, too much of a failure, too much in despair, yes uncreate and delete it all. Everywhere you guys are too young, too fat, too anything, too thin, not smart enough, everything that is, will you uncreate and delete all that.

                           Everywhere you guys think that you have these continuing loops that play over and over and over and over again that are called your stories. So Jane your homework is to really rewrite your story even if you think you’re making it up and even if it irritates you. Because I think you’re going to work through some anger when you’re doing that. So you’re just going to have to say everything that’s my story that I’m 62, uncreate and delete it all because that’s just a story. Some people would say, “Oh that’s not a story.” I want you to think about this. If I say I’m 20 years old, what picture do you have in your head of me? If I say I’m 50 years old, what picture do you have in your head of me? And that’s because the universe mirrors back. You know if you’re 50 you’re able to do this, this and this.

                           Have you guys ever heard the story- and I don’t remember the book this is in so I would love to give credit but I can’t remember where I read this… It was a story about this tribe in some indigenous community and the tribe had a belief that the older somebody was, the faster they ran. So the reality that became real in this community is the old folks who are like 60, 70, 80, like what we would consider old folks, ran faster than the kids who were young; that were in their 20s. So they created this reality bubble of a group community agreement that the older people ran faster than the younger people and then that’s what happened.

                           So can you guys see that our beliefs are really what’s creating our field of energy. So anywhere you guys think, “Oh because I’m female I can’t do it.” Delete all that. And “I’m male, therefore I can’t do it.” So all these rules that you guys have about what an age looks like, delete all that. Everywhere you’re afraid to be seen and heard and loved and cared for, delete all that.

                           Everywhere you guys are afraid to be celebrated, delete all that. Wow you guys have a lot of energy on that. Okay so what would it take for you guys to look yourself in the mirror and literally celebrate you? Like clap for you, go crazy and go, “You look amazing.  You are so amazing.” And say that to yourself in the mirror over and over and over again until you believe how amazing you are.

                           So everything that doesn’t let you guys celebrate every little thing in your life, uncreate and delete it all. That’s really why honestly I do the inspiring stories. It’s just because it’s like when’s the last time you guys were celebrated? I mean seriously. Yeah we get our birthdays celebrated but just something for no reason; celebrated for no reason. I mean the last time for most people is in like high school and school right; school, college, graduations, those things.

                           Everywhere you guys are afraid to celebrate your life, uncreate and delete all that. Everywhere you guys are afraid to receive acknowledgement for no reason. You know because the truth is because you are you, you is the most important thing in your own life so why shouldn’t you be celebrated, right? Okay delete all that.

                           Everywhere you guys are afraid to go forward because you will lose what you know and you’re afraid you won’t find anything better. Uncreate and delete all that. Everywhere you have to work super long hours to make ends meet, uncreate and delete all that. Everywhere you guys are afraid to take bold action and try something new, uncreate and delete all that. Everywhere you guys are afraid to take responsibility and still do victim, uncreate and delete all that.

                           Everywhere you guys are afraid to lose what is left of your inheritance, oh Sarah. Uncreate and delete all that. Any of you guys sitting around afraid of losing the last parts of the money you have? Remember that whole 10% savings thing I said where you have to save until you get a certain amount of money? Because the real truth is, this is why lottery winners lose their money. There’s usually a certain set point in everybody that once you have that set point then you will be able to receive; keep your money. And if you go below that set point then you go into this whole afraid to lose it. That’s one part of it.

                           And then as you know if you’re mentality of how much you think you’re worth is lower than how much you have, you will figure out a way to spend it, blow it or lose it. So any of you guys afraid to spend it or to blow it? Basically because you can’t have a net worth more than what you think you’re currently valued at, uncreate and delete all that. Everywhere you’re afraid to lose your money, uncreate and delete all that.

                           So Christie if you have an abusive ex, there’s a couple of things. I would keep putting him in a bubble of love and light and just really keep talking to his higher self asking for something to change. Sometimes that will work. Now sometimes it won’t. If in that case it doesn’t work then I would just keep asking, you connect to the source energy, asking that you and your child be protected can stop a lot of things ahead of time. And then just keep disconnecting your energy from him everyday and release any karma with him. Uncreate and delete any karma with him for four to seven days.

                           Everywhere you’re afraid to ask the universe for help or your higher self for help, uncreate and delete all that. Everywhere you don’t want a job, don’t have a job and don’t want to look for a job. Gabriella sometimes you just have to do whatever it takes to bring in some sort of cash because once you bring in the cash it changes all your points of view.

                           Have you ever noticed that when you just get over yourself and make a decision and just do something that would bring in cash, like at least you’re not as stressed. And once you’re not as stressed then starting your own business is easier. I mean sometimes it might not be exactly how you want it to be but I’ve just noticed that usually if you get money coming in from somewhere then you feel better about it. And sometimes you have to take logical steps like getting a job to do that in order to just stop the other flow. And then at the same time you can work on your own business. It sounds like probably not what you want to do but I would check inside and ask is that your problem. Is part of your problem that you’re just stuck in this, “I don’t know what to do and therefore nothing is manifesting.”

                           So Ilim, ask the universe to show you more than one profitable business solution, not just one but more than one. Because you’re asking for the most, I would ask for a top ten list of profitable- and when I say profitable, just say over whatever your number is; over $10,000 a month, over $100,000 a month. I think when you’re saying “the most” profitable business idea, it’s asking for one thing. I would ask for more than one thing, okay. And I would be a little bit different in my clarity. I would say that would generate me over X-amount of dollars per month.” And then get a top ten list and then see which one you love the most.

                           Okay Gabriella, everywhere you guys are sick and tired of waiting for people to do things instead of just doing it yourself or finding new people to do it, right. What would it take for you to find new people who will actually do it instead of waiting for the same people who aren’t doing it?

                           Everywhere you’re afraid to raise your rates for fear of losing clients. So what would it take, Angela, for you to generate a bunch of new clients at the new rate and then you could gradually segue. You could do that as well, just another option. Okay everywhere you’re still hanging on to some toxic things, uncreate and delete all that.

                           Louise is asking if she should be- I asked you guys to pick four targets and the second one feels heavy. Does the second one feel heavy because it doesn’t feel easy or do you still have blocks Louise? It feels like the second one feels uneasy because there’s a block to it because somewhere you don’t think it’s possible. So I would keep working on what would it take for this to be possible and then I would look at the phrasing of how I’m asking it to show up because maybe you’re looking at it to only show up one way instead of multiple ways, okay. So I would look at that. But be open to change. You don’t have to keep sticking to something if it’s not working right. Just kind of changing things around a little bit unsticks it.

                           I knew a rich guy. You know what he did? When everybody kept asking him for money he had his assistant tell everybody, “I am not a bank but I can happily make some recommendations for a bank for you.” You know what I mean? So he just didn’t want to be a bank, right. That wasn’t his business. Now some people didn’t like it right, because he’s a rich buy. But you know what? Self-love goes a long way. Okay everywhere you guys are the greatest toxin to your own life, everything that is, uncreate it all.

                           Natalie also had a breakthrough. She realized she had X amount on the hand she put out to receive money. Interesting. Alright, good job, Natalie, on the realization.

                           Javier had a realization that he used to work hard at the age of 14 through 18 to make money and give it all to his family. Yeah. Good job. I love it Javier. So I think that’s it. Those young money issues, like those things that come to us when we were young usually get programmed in the deepest. Okay so Javier, everywhere your money is going to your family now, delete all that. Any of you guys that’s giving all your money and energy away to you family, uncreate and delete all that. Anywhere you guys are generating money for your family but not for you, uncreate and delete all that. What would it take for you guys to generate money for you which can support the family, but wouldn’t it be cool if you just let the energy come into you first and then you can give it out however you want instead of letting the family pull on your money.

                           How many of you have the whole family connected to your money? Uncreate and delete all that. Javier everywhere you have to give money to your family to pay the bills, uncreate and delete all that. Javier, everywhere you can’t work for your own money, like you don’t own your money. Any of you guys who are not owning your own money, uncreate and delete all that. There’s a few other people. Wow that’s a lot of energy there.

                           Okay everywhere you guys are givers and not takers, uncreate and delete it all. I want you guys to say out loud, “I’m a taker. I’m a taker. I’m a taker.” And everywhere you guys have judgment on “I’m a taker,” uncreate and delete all that. Everywhere you guys think it’s not nice to be a taker, uncreate and delete all that. Well who are the givers giving it to?

                           Okay everywhere it’s not fair if you’re a taker. It’s not nice if you’re a taker. It’s not good if you’re a receiver. Uncreate and delete all that. Anywhere you guys aren’t a taker, uncreate and delete all that. Anywhere you guys love to take but you pretend that you don’t love to take, uncreate and delete all that.

                           Sarah you can create some new babies, like meaning new businesses, new energies. You can play with kids for a living, you could take care of kids for a living, any of those things – whatever feels right to you.

                           Okay everywhere you guys are married to conventional methods, uncreate and delete all that. Everywhere you ask for £5000. Everywhere you feel like when you ask for money you get it and it came from your parents and you feel like you owe them something, uncreate and delete all that.

                           Irene, everywhere you’re afraid to show up in the world and speak your truth, uncreate and delete it all. Everywhere you guys are afraid to show up because you’re afraid you’ll be judged, uncreate and delete all that.

                           Okay so we’ll do another one here. What are you guys afraid to become because it will mess up your life? It’s not the doing now, it’s the becoming. Everywhere you guys are afraid that you won’t find honest people, uncreate and delete all that.

                           Yes Marsha. So I’m curious, she’s asking if asking for more than $4000 in profit from my website be, okay?  Yeah, for sure. But I would also ask for the $4000 idea to come every month and I would ask for any other idea that would generate. If it was me, what I would do is I would ask, “What would it take for my website to generate $4000, $5000, $6000, $10,000” and everything in the way of that, uncreate and delete it all. I would ask for multiple amounts of numbers; not just the $4000. For some reason it feels like asking for one number kind of blocks is.

                           Okay Jocelyn, everywhere you feel stuck in this low paying job and you’ve decided that that’s how much you’re worth, uncreate and delete all that. So Jocelyn what would it take for you to either (A) create your own business or (B) get some other education of some form that would create your own business, even if it’s writing an eBook or doing a web blog. It doesn’t have to be formal education but it’s money-making education. So everything in the way of that, uncreate it all. Everywhere you think you can’t do it, uncreate and delete it all.

                           Everywhere you guys have grief, anger and toxicity uncreate and delete it all. Yes, Trevor, I’ve heard of the Tall Poppy Syndrome, especially in the UK too where if you get really popular and famous then they want to attack you. So everything that is, will you uncreate and delete it all. Everywhere you guys are afraid to receive judgments on being famous, uncreate and delete all that.

                           See you guys have to realize that part of the game of being popular is there’s negativity that come with it. And what would it take for you guys to just ride above it, laugh about it and not really care about it, okay? So what would it take for you guys to just not care, you know what I mean? Instead of growing all these hedges around you so nobody knocks your poppies off, okay. So everything that is, uncreate and delete it all. Anywhere else you guys believe in the Tall Poppy Syndrome.

                           So Christina, everywhere you guys are giving all your energy to your family instead of just taking it for yourself- like what if the universe is calling upon you right now to just take care of you for a little bit, okay. It’s like what if you just take care of you and let everybody do their own thing because maybe you’re enabling them and maybe when you quit enabling them, then maybe they take care of themselves for a little bit. So just check inside, are you enabling anybody? And you’re giving them energy that you could be using for your own growth and happiness. Now there’s- of course you have to take care of your kids and things like that, okay, normal things. But you understand what I mean, right? So just are you enabling somebody when they could be doing it for themselves? Everything in the way of that, uncreate it all.

                           Everywhere you guys have reverse snobbery; no money so better than rich kids who had it handed to them, right. Uncreate and delete all that. Everywhere hard work is more noble, uncreate and delete all that. Everywhere you’re afraid to touch some money, uncreate and delete all that. Notice that wording. Everywhere you guys are afraid to touch your money, uncreate all that. Everywhere you guys are afraid to make money, uncreate all that. Everywhere you have to make money, which means you always have to make it instead of having it. What would it take for you guys to have money instead of needing it?

                           Every time you guys say, “I have to go make money.” What would it take for you guys to say, “I have money and money comes to me generously.”

                           So Sarah if you married somebody who’s a taker, you’re going to have to visualize him everyday in his own pillar of light. Visualize you in your own pillar of light and just say no. Like you’re probably going to have to clear four or five times a day everywhere you allowed him, because you allowed him, to take all your energy. And everywhere you gave all your energy. Now remember you’re an unlimited being; nobody can take all your energy unless you shut off from the flow. And if you’re around a needy person, if you just open up your flows and imagine like a fire house coming straight out your heart and just fill them with energy, they’ll usually go away because you just filled them up with light and then they’ll usually kind of let go of your energy for a little bit.

                           So everywhere you’re saving pennies to travel and your mom told you that wouldn’t work. Everywhere you’re confused that you could save your pennies and get what you wanted. Everything that is, uncreate and delete it all. Everywhere you’re afraid to be powerful and visible, uncreate and delete it all. Everywhere you guys are afraid to be passionate, uncreate it all. Everywhere you guys are afraid to be take-charge, totally responsible, make all the decisions and generally just kick ass; everything that is, uncreate and delete it all.

                           Everywhere you feel totally invisible, uncreate and delete all that. Everywhere you’re afraid of becoming rich because it would mess up your life, uncreate and delete all that. Everywhere you’re afraid to be strong and energized, uncreate and delete all that; afraid to be happy and abundant, uncreate and delete all that; afraid to be more successful than colleagues. Wealthier than my friends and family, vibrantly living and fabulously glamorous, I love that. Everything that is, uncreate and delete it all.

                           Somebody is asking me that they had to live a lie because they were in an emotionally abusive relationship. Is it possible to feel clean and honest? Well I don’t know what the thing is but sometimes you can’t tell emotionally dysfunctional people the truth because it will cause harm to you. If that is the case then I would love myself enough and probably not tell them the truth, which might sound contradicting to some of you but safety is probably the most important thing. And then number two I would ask why do I allow any of this to happen in my life and I would uncreate and delete all that. And then what I would do is I would get clean and honest with myself, which should shift it. So if you learned the lesson, you’re not going to do it again then be cool with that. But because you said emotionally abusive, that’s the only reason why I’m saying you have to decide if it will create more harm to you then good.

                           So for some of you listening, that’s probably confusing because I know I’m going to get emails saying, “She said it’s okay to lie.” But I want you guys to really hear what I’m saying, okay. So the truth at the end of the day is if somebody is emotionally abusive then you’re dealing with a crazy person. And why would you give ammunition to the crazy person who has a loaded gun in front of you? You know what I’m saying? So I just want to be clear what I’m saying.

                           And again let’s all bless Sarah and ask that whatever it takes for her to get out of her situation so that she can move to something better, whatever help she needs or support around her so that somebody can help and support her so that she can move to the place where she can get really, really happy. Okay whatever it takes for her to do that, we all bless you, we give you tons of love, tons of mojo, tons of powers so you can really, really get the help. And is there anybody around you like a therapist or somebody that could help you? That would be awesome if you could look that up and try to figure that out.

                           So what would it take for Sarah to get some support, some therapy, some something around you to help and support you? So if you have more than one thing to concentrate on, just pick four things that you really want to manifest and just work on those things. You can only do one task at a time, generally speaking, so I would set a priority list. The easiest way I’ve ever gotten organized is by setting a priority list.

                           Everywhere you guys are afraid to be too well known, uncreate and delete all that. So I want you guys to think what’s the most important thing you could ever manifest for yourself? Okay so whatever came up for you, that’s the thing you should go for right away.

                           So Irene, somewhere you’re giving away your power and/or you’re surrounded by takers, or both. So everywhere you’re surrounded by takers, uncreate and delete all that. And everywhere you’re surrounded by stealers and thieves, uncreate and delete all that. And everywhere you’re fear of it is generating more of it, uncreate and delete all that.

                           Okay what do I do about financial disasters? Christina, it’s a hard question because the thing is if you guys are living with somebody who has a lot of money woes, at some level you guys have to really decide not to take on their energy but still love them and help them. Like you know if you love them enough to help them with tools, give them tools. If they refuse the tools then you have to understand they’re refusing change. And if they’re refusing change, it’s not going to be so easy for you guys to be happy together, right. It’s going to be a little hard. So you’re going to have to keep really working on what would it take for him or her to change. And what would it take for me to not slow my progress down and still get or stay happy?

                           Everywhere you’re afraid to be healthy and love your body exactly how it is, uncreate and delete all that. So anyone else who’s dealing with a partner or a spouse or a lover who’s really their block and in their way in some way, let’s just send a lot of love and light to them so that they find a solution that they love themselves enough to take care of themselves and they love themselves enough to find a solution to not be emotionally blackmailed by that person or controlled by that person, okay.

                           So everywhere you have a colleague. I hear the colleague is jealous. So anywhere you guys have jealous people around you wanting to steal your light, uncreate and delete all that. You have to understand when you get a little bigger some people might test the boundaries and see if you’re still the same or if you really are that new person. So anywhere you guys aren’t willing to put up with jealousy even if it gets you what you want, uncreate and delete all that.

                           Ellen maybe you could just be- you know sometimes with jealous people there’s a couple different tactics. You can be really super nice to them but then if they stomp on you more, you can’t be nice to them. But one of the ways to make jealous people feel bad is just be really nice to them because then they have nothing to say to you. And then if they’re a little whacky maybe you could ask him if he’s a little out of sorts because he doesn’t seem like himself, you know. Maybe that co-worker is kind of nasty, say, “Wow, you don’t seem like yourself. You’re so much nicer normally. What’s your problem?” You know what I mean? Just kind of call it out like that and see what happens.

                           So Ellen I just hearing jealous for some reason, I’m not sure why. But I would just say something like that to him like, “Hey we used to pal around, I really love you brother.” Just say something kind of cool that’s a little vulnerable and catches him off guard and then just ask if he’s stressed or what’s going on. Maybe if you just say you love him or care for him then you want to help him or you know what I mean? Maybe he’ll just change his energy a little bit with you.

                           Gabrielle it feels like your energy is set on, “I expect bad things to happen to me.” So any of you guys who have a belief that you expect really bad things to happen to you no matter what, everything that is, uncreate and delete it all. Everywhere you guys have a belief that bad things are going to happen to you no matter what you do or try, uncreate and delete it all. Everywhere you think you’re bad, everywhere you guys think you’re evil, everywhere you guys think you’re unloved, uncreate and delete all that across all time, dimension, space and reality. Any other part of you that doesn’t want to change because you think you’re bad, evil or not nice to people, uncreate and delete all that.

                           So Illim, I’m hearing he’ll probably change within a month if you just keep sending some love to him. Zabrina, if people are abusive to you, stay away from them if you can. And if you can’t then you’re going to have to deal with it in the moment. I can’t really answer because I don’t know specifically. You’re going to have to just take it as each moment shows up.

                           Alright what are you guys afraid to do, be or have because your spouse, mate, family, bosses or parents won’t like it? So everywhere you guys are afraid to be you and afraid that something bad is going to happen to you, everything that is, uncreate and delete it all. Everywhere you guys are afraid negative, malfunctioning versions of you are going to keep giving birth to themselves into perpetuity and you will never get your other future self to show up. Uncreate and delete all that. You guys are making little babies of yourselves over and over and over again, stuck in time. Everything you’re doing to create all that, delete all that.

                           How do I manage immediate family, spouse, always thinking something bad is going to happen when you’re happy? Every time they put that thought around me Basil, I would just keep un-creating and deleting it. Another technique is you can ask them to make a list of all the worse case scenarios they think will happen to you and then kind of just talk to them about it and say, “Well have any of these things ever happened?” and the answer will be no. And then say, “Is there anyway you can give that up since none of these things have ever happened?”

                           Usually if a spouse is like that, they might have had a childhood where they always had to learn how to worry ahead of time so that bad things wouldn’t happen. So you can check inside and see if that’s the case. And if that’s the case with your partner then clearing out all the childhood trauma where they always have to worry about something bad happening that creates the worry in the future is probably where to go with fixing it.

                           Can you clear your partner’s blocks and abundance? Yes, if they want it. That’s the answer. Everywhere you guys are afraid to be rich, wealthy or hear your guidance, uncreate and delete all that. Everywhere you guys are afraid to know the truth, be the truth, have the truth and love the truth, uncreate and delete it all.

                           Julie, I would do the, “What would it take for me to be a know-it-all?” That’s what I would do. So anywhere you guys are blocked in your intuition, what would it take for you guys to be a know-it-all, super aware, super healthy, uncreate and delete it all.

                           So Christina, Paul has to choose to be successful for himself. There is some part of him that’s locked in the battle with who he wants to be and who he was. So he’s got a lot of clearing to do. A lot more then you might want to hear about. So he’s got to work on his dad issues too.

                           So everywhere you guys are afraid to go be so successful that you might lose all your friends and family, uncreate and delete all that. Anywhere you guys care more about them then you care about yourself so you let them stop you, uncreate and delete all that. Give them the tools. Let them listen to this. That’s what I would do.

                           Let’s do one more big clearing you guys. What actions are you now willing to start, okay? So what’s one action you guys can do in the next couple days that will bring you your abundance? What is one action that you guys can do? Re-listen to the session, yes. Everywhere you don’t value yourself, uncreate and delete all that. What would it take for you guys to be millionaires and know that you are worth it? Everywhere you don’t want to wake up in the morning. Everywhere you don’t want to have a life. Everywhere you don’t want to be here. All those blocks, delete it all. Everywhere you don’t want to deal with life and you’re resistant to life. Everywhere you’re resistant to living and being, uncreate and delete all that. Taking one hour to write a book, uncreate 50 times a day. Let go of anything that stops me. Believe to receive. All of those are excellent.

                           Okay so what would it take for you guys to be the future happy version of yourself? Everything in the way of that, uncreate and delete it all. What would it take for you guys to totally believe and honor that you are worth it? Everything in the way of that, delete it all. What would it take for you guys to be willing to mess up your life and move it into the next reality where you’re being your future self? Everything in the way of that, uncreate it all. What would it take for you guys to let go of your stories that keep you stuck? Uncreate and delete it all. How many stories are you guys living? Uncreate and delete all those.

                           Anything else in the way of you guys living your life to the fullness of you, uncreate and delete it all. Okay what would it take for everybody this week to have some huge miracle breakthrough? What would it take for you guys to shift into the energy of your future self and love yourself enough to have true abundance? What would it take for you guys to have so much abundance that everything in your life just works for you? What would it take for you guys to just quit second guessing, quit thinking too much and just go take some massive action that generates a lot of money? And everything in the way of that, uncreate it all.

                           What would it take for you guys to just quit thinking and go take some action? And everything in the way of that, uncreate and delete all that. What vibrational energy can you guys become to be willing to mess with your life and change it into the life you love, deleting all excuses along the way. And everything in the way of that, will you uncreate and delete it all?

                           What would it take for you guys to speed up all your clearing and just go take action and live your life and be happy? Everything in the way of that, uncreate and delete it all.

                           Okay you can post some cools things on Love or Above. You can post some things in the library area. Love you guys. I think you’re awesome. I know you can have an amazing week and chow for now.

                           Please continue to the next Unlimited Abundance Journey session.