I’m slowly trying to heal from all of my past hurts, betrayals and heartbreaks. Some days are tougher than others, but I’m finally starting to see the light at the end of the tunnel. I’ve been in two shorter-term relationships in the past where after we broke up, they asked me to go back to them and marry them. Incidentally, they’re both of the Scorpio Sun sign.
I am a firm believer in giving all my best in a relationship, and sometimes it may take months, or even years before I finally decide to let go. They may have even taken a piece of my heart with them and left me bleeding raw for a very long time. However, once I’m finally able to let it go, I never look back because I know that there was nothing more I could have done to save the relationship, and I can leave with no regrets. I also know that if I take that person back, then he may fall back into his old ways and we’ll just be forever entangled in this drama/trauma type of relationship. If we weren’t able to work things out while we were together, then it just wasn’t meant to be.
I may still love him for the rest of my life. However, the love has been transformed into a familial type of love, where I just wish him all the best and pray that he will always be happy, healthy, safe, and well-loved. If we had connected on a very deep level while we were together, then I’m even able to be good friends with them for the rest of our lives. However, I draw very clear lines between friendship and a romantic relationship, and I make sure we don’t ever cross that line, like with my ex-boyfriend, for instance. I hope that I will be able to maintain a good friendship with my soon-to-be ex-husband as well, as I will always care for him as a family member.
I’ve learned to start loving myself more as well. I deserve the best in life, just as everyone else does. If you truly love someone that you’re unable to work things out with, then set them free to be with their perfect mate. There is a brighter future ahead for all of us.
πΉ Love With No Regrets ~ Never Looking Back… πΉ
Never Looking Back
~ Elizabeth South
Sometimes I look back and
Hold on to regrets
When all the signs say time to move on
Sometimes the steps I take
And all decisions I make
Unravel and just come undone
Sometimes the troubles I face
And all I can’t erase
But at the end I have to move on
Sometimes the way I feel is
Stronger than what is real
And all I want to do is run
But I am not alone
And I will find my way home
Chorus:
Never gonna let my heart break
Open up a world that I make on my own
Gonna feel the wind in my face
Gonna start to live again
And I will be strong
I’m never looking back
Sometimes I look back at
Mistakes and I’ve lost track
And I don’t know how to let go
Sometimes I can’t hide
From all the doubting inside
I’m so afraid to let me show
The one I think I see
Is the one who has been set free
As time moves on
I’ll live in the moment of this song
As the rain falls round
I’ll let the walls come tumbling down
Fall down, Oh down