Day: January 2, 2022

I just heard a very profound quote now ~ My Life is not defined by the people who walked away. My Life is defined by the people who decided to stay. 💖 These are the kinds of people that I want to be with; someone who will always be there with me through thick and thin! 🥰

It’s cold outside, but I think I’ve hibernated for long enough now. I’m not going to be able to find my soulmate sitting at home. I had my Covid shot, my Covid booster shot and my flu shot. I am very careful when I’m outside and always put my mask on. However, that does not mean that I need to continue living like a hermit.

I realize that realistically speaking, I’m going to have to kiss a lot of frogs in order to find my prince, but it will be worth it. I’m going to start joining online dating websites, and attend the in-person divorce support group that starts in February.

I look very young, and am very child-like. It’s funny actually, when I go to the gym (dressed conservatively), teenage boys (and men of all different age groups) are ogling after me! So, I think it will be suitable for me to find a man in around the 36 – 56 age range. Just because someone is older, doesn’t necessarily mean that he is wiser, and vice versa. There is a huge difference though, between being “child-like”, and being “immature”. What I have found throughout the years is that I no longer have any patience left to deal with immature men (i.e. boys) who love playing mind games!

I’ve been playing the sad role of this “grieving widow” for far too long now. Meanwhile, all this time, my ex-husband was out there having a ball; drinking, lying, and being with other people, while I’m all alone playing the unappreciated good wife at home. I’m done with that!

Just like in the movie “Braveheart”, https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S3ubag7dtn4 while being tortured to death, Mel Gibson (William Wallace) used his final breath to scream the word, “Freedom!!!“. This is how I feel as well. Even though my heart is being torn into hundreds of pieces, but I am finally set free!!! Here’s to being proactive to my new happy love life! 😛

I will accept that being an empath, I AM different from the rest of the world. I do not like crowds. I do not like loud noises. I do not like aggressiveness. I do not like to play games. I wear my heart on my sleeve. I am open and honest. I am trusting and I am trustworthy. This is the kind of person I AM, and this is the kind of soulmate that I want to be with! 💕

I’m Still Here ~ 還有我

kàn zhe nǐ yǒu xiē lèi 
看  着  你 有  些  累  
xiǎng yào yí gè rén jìng yí huì 
想    要  一 个 人  静   一 会  
nǐ de yǎn hán zhe lèi 
你 的 眼  含  着  泪  
wǒ de xīn yě gēn zhe suì 
我 的 心  也 跟  着  碎  
nǐ wéi nǎ yí gè rén qiáo cuì 
你 为  哪 一 个 人  憔   悴  
wéi tā káng xià suó yǒu zuì 
为  他 扛   下  所  有  罪  
wǒ wéi nǐ zhí mí bù huǐ 
我 为  你 执  迷 不 悔  
zhěng yè wú fǎ rù shuì 
整    夜 无 法 入 睡   
jiù suàn quán shì jiè lí kāi nǐ 
就  算   全   世  界  离 开  你 
hái yǒu yí gè wǒ lái péi 
还  有  一 个 我 来  陪  
zěn me shě dé ràng nǐ shòu jìn lěng fēng chuī 
怎  么 舍  得 让   你 受   尽  冷   风   吹   
jiù suàn quán shì jiè zài xià xuě 
就  算   全   世  界  在  下  雪  
jiù suàn hòu niǎo yǐ nán fēi 
就  算   候  鸟   已 南  飞  
hái yǒu wǒ zài zhè lǐ 
还  有  我 在  这  里 
chī chī dì děng nǐ guī 
痴  痴  地 等   你 归  
nǐ zhuāng zuò wú suǒ wèi 
你 装     作  无 所  谓  
qí shí yǐ tòng chè xīn fēi 
其 实  已 痛   彻  心  扉  
méi xiǎng xiàng zhōng dì jiān qiáng 
没  想    象    中    的 坚   强    
jiān qiáng de miàn duì shì yǔ fēi 
坚   强    的 面   对  是  与 非  
xiǎng yào gěi nǐ de ān wèi 
想    要  给  你 的 安 慰  
nǐ dàn dàn xiào zhe jù jué 
你 淡  淡  笑   着  拒 绝  
mǎn shēn shāng hén de ài qíng 
满  身   伤    痕  的 爱 情   
bù zhí dé nǐ fù chū yì qiè 
不 值  得 你 付 出  一 切  
jiù suàn quán shì jiè lí kāi nǐ 
就  算   全   世  界  离 开  你 
hái yǒu yí gè wǒ lái péi 
还  有  一 个 我 来  陪  
zěn me shě dé ràng nǐ shòu jìn lěng fēng chuī 
怎  么 舍  得 让   你 受   尽  冷   风   吹   
jiù suàn quán shì jiè zài xià xuě 
就  算   全   世  界  在  下  雪  
jiù suàn hòu niǎo yǐ nán fēi 
就  算   候  鸟   已 南  飞  
hái yǒu wǒ zài zhè lǐ 
还  有  我 在  这  里 
chī chī dì děng nǐ guī 
痴  痴  地 等   你 归  
jiù suàn quán shì jiè lí kāi nǐ 
就  算   全   世  界  离 开  你 
hái yǒu yí gè wǒ lái péi 
还  有  一 个 我 来  陪  
zěn me shě dé ràng nǐ shòu jìn lěng fēng chuī 
怎  么 舍  得 让   你 受   尽  冷   风   吹   
jiù suàn quán shì jiè zài xià xuě 
就  算   全   世  界  在  下  雪  
jiù suàn hòu niǎo yǐ nán fēi 
就  算   候  鸟   已 南  飞  
hái yǒu wǒ zài zhè lǐ 
还  有  我 在  这  里 
chī chī dì děng nǐ guī 
痴  痴  地 等   你 归  

English translation:

Look at you a little tired

Want someone to be quiet for a while

Your eyes are full of tears

My heart is broken

For which person do you think?

Take all the sins for him.

I’m unapologetic about you.

I can’t sleep all night.

Even if the world leaves you

There’s one more I’ll be with.

How to let you suffer the cold wind

Even if the whole world is snowing.

Even if the migratory birds have flown south

I’m still here.

Infatuatedly waiting for you to return

It doesn’t matter what you pretend to be.

In fact, it’s been a pain in my heart

Not as strong as You think.

Strong face is not

The comfort I want to give you

You smile faintly and refuse

Love full of scars

It’s not worth everything you’ve given.

Even if the world leaves you

There’s one more I’ll be with.

How to let you suffer the cold wind

Even if the whole world is snowing

Even if the migratory birds have flown south

I’m still here.

Infatuatedly waiting for you to return

Even if the world leaves you

There’s one more I’ll be with.

How to let you suffer the cold wind

Even if the whole world is snowing

Even if the migratory birds have flown south

I’m still here.

Infatuatedly waiting for you to return.

Source(s): echinesesong.com