20 Clearing Lack of Self Worth

Hey this is Christie Marie Sheldon and you’re listening to a recording I did of a series of 24 live group sessions on clearing abundance blocks. Here is what we’re covering today in session number 20

To start things off we’ll take a good look at how you received the energy of love in childhood. As strange as it might seem to you this influences how you handle money now. IN childhood if you internalize not enough love from either your mother or you father or the main caretakers this can actually influence you money issues.

I’m going to teach you a tool to fill up that empty area of your soul and help you become a money magnet. Next I’ll help you reencounter the highest energy level possible that brings you into alignment with the most powerful forces to uplift your drive from manifesting loving, kind things into your life. In fact, if you don’t have this energy running through your body, you’re operating on half empty.  Let’s begin.

Hey, welcome, welcome. This is Christie. How are you? Today is so exciting. Today is session 20 and we’re going to talk about my favorite subject, love. We’re going to get some more love and higher vibrations in you so that you can really, really amp up everything that you’re working on manifesting. If you guys haven’t already, please grab a piece of paper because any awareness that shows up today you can work on a little bit later on for yourself as well.

Again, be open to change. Any of you guys stuck in a rut we’re going to have to get you out of there. Everybody take a moment and set your intent on what you hope to achieve tonight. If you could have anything shift in your life, whatever that would be, choose that. Then I want you to take a moment, we have only a certain amount of sessions. What do you hope to achieve before the end of the 25 days?

I’m just going to clear this really quickly. Everything that came up for you guys that says “Oh, I can’t get this completed. It’s not working. Oh my god, it’s almost to the end and I still haven’t done XYZ.” Everything that came up for you guys, will you uncreate it all and delete it all. Love it. Remember, the rock star overnight success, they had to practice, practice, practice. You guys are basically reinventing your foundation. Be gentle on yourself. At the same time that doesn’t mean “gentle on yourself means lazy.” That means have some intent to push yourself. Bring whatever energy you want to release up and let’s go.

We had some really amazing, inspiring stories today. Jane has made great strides since starting Unlimited Abundance Journey. She says that when she began ten weeks ago she was financially devastated. Had spent all of her inheritance money and was moving into the equity of her home to live. She was living off her home. In fact, she had to rent out her home and live with friends to make ends meet.

Within four weeks a miracle happened. She got a call out of the blue from a woman who wanted to work with Jane and since then she’s made $20,000. She used part of it to pay off her credit card. Put the rest in her savings account and moved back into her home. They money kept flowing after a former client called and wanted her to come to Canada to work with her. The client paid for the rental car, half that gas and $2,500.

She went through customs, realized she had an expired passport. She grabbed the wrong one. Kept saying “What would it take to get through customs hassle free?” and that’s exactly what happened. She got through no trouble. When returning to the US they didn’t even pull her over they just let her through. Now she’s asking what would it take to make money doing what she loves and what would it take to fall in love with the man of her dreams? I love it.

Ivan in Hawaii dropped me an email to let me know, a few days ago in the Abundance Journey I had you take a look at your profit and loss statements for the last five years. Awareness can change a lot of things in your future. After doing the homework he realized he had enough to pay off the mortgage and still enough to live on. That’s what he did and then we calculated how much that saved him versus living in the house and paying all the interest he save d $100,000. Now he can label himself debt free.

That’s really, really cool. Then he just wanted to have a backup plan for whatever reason, it was his security blanket. So he got approved for a $250,000 home equity loan, no expenses or fees. Good job, Ivan.

Janet shared some of the wins she has had since starting her Unlimited Abundance Journey. Her husband literally found $1,500 cash tightly rolled in a spare tire of an abandoned car on its way to be crushed. He said it was tucked inconspicuously in the tire. Something made him take a second look at the wad of money fell out. How fun is that?

Jane’s rent increased by $400 but she manifested an additional $400 doing some work for her mother. She got that covered. She received with no stress. She also received a letter from an insurance company saying they owed her $112 for over payment in 2007. She manifested some money from five years ago. Her neighbor of 20 years was moving, gave her a treadmill that they didn’t want anymore. She put it on Craigslist and sold it for $145. Her mom gave her $100 for no reason. That’s $2,257 in total. Good job, Janet. I love that, a wad money out of a tire of a car and he felt compelled to look at it.

Everybody listening, everywhere you guys feel, sense, believe at any level, cellularly or anywhere else that you can’t have the same and/or better achievements in your own life, everything that is would you uncreate and delete it all? What would it take for everybody listening to have a really cool, astonishing, and amazing, over the top miracle happen that chose you for sure—you are an abundance manifesting King and/or Queen? Everything in the way of that, will you delete all of that?

We’re going to connect to the light. Everybody close your eyes for a minute. If you’re driving obviously do not close your eyes. See, sense or feel the light 300 feet above your head. Open the doorway to all of the source energy, all of true abundance. Allow this true abundance to trickle into your head, your crown, opening up all the divine knowledge. All of the wherewithal and the what-withal, everything you need to do in order to grab it, find it, keep it, attract it and receive it.

Asking that everywhere in your third eye and your ears, you’re connected again to true divine guidance; asking that the universe always be abundant and work in your favor. Ask this source energy to in through your throat, opening up your throat to communicate your true desires and have them be met. Ask this light to come into your heart, opening up your heart to receive that you are valued and loved enough to have all of your dreams and manifestations come true.

Ask this light to come into your torso, anything that makes you nervous about moving forward, ask that to release. Ask this light to completely support you so you feel strong, confident, fearless, able to take massive action. Ask this light to infuse you with a sense of power and confidence knowing that all is well and it is only up to you to just ask and receive.

Ask this light to have you grounded in the trust that you are a creator and that you yourself can create and manifest the life that you truly desire. Ask this light to ground that energy into the ground, find the happy place in the center of the planet. The happy place in the center of the planet, ask this light to bounce straight back up right into your heart, radiating out all the way around your field.

Ask this light to radiate out in your whole field of influence, past the building you’re in, filling the building you’re in with this pure source energy and your happy intent that all of abundance is attracted to you. Ask this light to expand past the city you’re in. Ask this light to expand past the state you’re in. Ask this light to expand past the country you’re in. Ask this light to expand past planet Earth, infusing the whole planet with love knowing that you are always connected to the oneness of it all.

I’m going to do a couple of clearings just really quickly before we begin. Everybody here is a totally aware being. At some level you know everything. You are the only person who can see all parts of your reality. Just look around your field or feel inside your field and just whatever this block is that’s making anything in your life going the opposite of what you want; let’s just ask that all across purposes, known or unknown, seen or unseen to be deleted from your entire reality field. Across all dimensions, time and space and realities ask that all of these cross purposes that we covered in one of the earlier weeks; we’re going to ask that all the cross purposes to you actually really getting happy, uncreate and delete all of that.

Anywhere you guys shrink from the idea of going forward, uncreate and delete it all. Anywhere you guys shrink from taking massive action, delete all of that. Anywhere you guys shrink from being happy, delete all of that.

Today is going to be a great day. We’re going to fill you up with a lot of love and really monitor where you guys disconnect yourself from the energy of love. I want you to make a little checklist, a scale of one to ten for yourself in these little categories. On a piece of paper write this down, whatever comes to your awareness first, before you think too much. On a daily basis, regarding your wealth how much love; ten being totally filled, how much love do you put into your wealth? When you think about wealth do you get cranky or do you think “Oh I love it.”?

The energy of you family, because you’re surrounded by people in your life— if you don’t have a family look at it as the people who are around you loving you every day. On a scale of one to ten how much love is in those relationships? You can look at each individual if you want or you can just kind of look at the group. That’s sort of included with the people in your life. On a scale of one to ten how much love is in the energy field with the people in your life? Including coworkers, people you might hang out with, friends. Do you have a whiny, complainy friend and it is about whining, complaining and gossip instead of love.

How much love do you guys surround yourself regarding the energy at work? We’re just going to say you walk into work; if it’s your home office, then it’s your home office. That’s work. Think of your clients, think of the people you work with, think of the whole energy of work, which we’re trying to make play, right? How much love do you surround yourself in that?

The energy in your home, you walk in and it doesn’t really matter—it’s the vibe, you walk in and you hate it. You walk in and you’re neutral about it. You walk in and you feel love. And about health, when you think of your health you think “Oh my god. I hate my body. I’ve got to lose 40 pounds.” Or “I love my body. It’s amazing that I get to be here on the planet.”

Then how much love do you surround yourself with in focusing and creating the upgraded you? When you have to show up on these calls or do some of your mantras, what are you thinking? Are you thinking “Oh, I’ve got to do it?” Or are you thinking “Oh I can’t wait to do it?”

People are asking “What love do we give or receive?” To me it’s all of it because the deal is this; all of it. You are a constantly giving and receiving love thing. Some people love to give and that fills them up. So the energy and quality of the relationships is totally loving. But if you have resentment or anger or anguish because you’re always the one giving and not receiving, can you see how that would put a lower vibration in there?

The whole point of this is this—my one product is called “Love or Above” and the reason it’s “Love or Above” is because the vibration of love, joy, happiness are higher vibrations that act like a magnet to attract that which you want. When I think of my business or helping you all, there is nowhere in my energy field that I think “Oh god, I’ve got to help these people again.” Instead I think “Wow, I get to completely help facilitate you guys so that you guys can go live the life of your dreams. Truthfully there is nothing more exciting for me than that.”

I get to wake up every day and love what I do. Or I get to wake up every day and love where I live. I love my beautiful orange mountain in the back of my house that turns salmon color every morning. But when you’re in that field that field of influence it’s going to help be the WD-40, the extra gas power that fuels you to get through any things that might come up when you’re creating your new self.

Gratitude is also another form of loving yourself. I think that when we’re grateful we’re actually being the truest part of our self because we’re vibing at the vibe where if we can be so grateful that means we’re so filled with love, compassion, kindness, vulnerability, honesty, truth. These vibrations are really what pure source energy is. That will catapult you forward.

Where most people get kind of whacked in the love place is in the energy of families. That’s the first place that you learn love. If that was happy for you you probably imprinted “I know what love feels like. I love love.” If it wasn’t so happy for you, you probably imprinted these contrary beliefs, false information. If you grow up with your parents always fighting then love equals fighting, which is not love but inside you is a little kid soaking in your family’s environment, you probably imprinted “I have to fight in order to get love” which isn’t really true. But that’s probably in you so every time you go to manifest something you think “Oh my god, I love this thing that I really, really want.” So then you automatically as a pattern think “I have to fight for it” instead of letting it from through with ease.

That’s why we’re going to focus for a minute on the family imprinting of how you took in love. I see you guys are already sending me some love notes. Just focus for a minute; when your family grew up did they have abundance and if not I want you to just list some of the messages that you got from that. We’ll start clearing some of the things I’m seeing from you guys.

Grace is saying “If your family environment was stingy or there was not enough money we can absorb that by default?” The answer is “yes” Grace and if you have enough other beliefs that can pull you up the other way, there are some people who grow up in a poor family and they use that as the impedes to create wealth. You can group up in a middle income family and think “I am going to be a millionaire.” That will drive you. You can for sure be impacted dramatically by what your family was thinking.

You know what I clear most when clients come to me? What I mostly have to clear is everything that happened to them before the age of seven to ten. It depends on the person. Most of the stuff we absorb then. Everywhere your parents loved money more than you, which has got to suck. Uncreate and delete all of that. Anywhere your parents loved fighting about money more than they loved caring for you, uncreate and delete all of that across all time, dimensions, space and reality.

If your family was stingy, uncreate and delete all of that. So if they were stingy with money they might have been stingy with love or you might have interpreted they won’t get you things so therefore they’re stingy with love. Everything that is uncreate and delete all of that. If your parents always fought or were critical about money or how the other person spent money, anywhere you absorbed any of that so now you’re critical with your money—you could either rebel against their criticism and blow all of your money or you could just duplicate what they are doing. Any of you who are fighting with your spouse exactly like your parents fought about money, uncreate and delete all of that stuff.

Galena, I’m not sure what you mean all the way. Whatever that means anything in the way of you getting rich, uncreate and delete it all. Everywhere you guys are blocking the whole receiving of money, at the end of the day if you can receive money you’ll get money. If you love money enough you’ll receive it. Everything that is delete it all. Anything contrary to you guys receiving millions of dollars, hundred thousands of dollars, hundreds of dollars, thousands of dollars; everything that is uncreate and delete it all.

Anywhere you guys need love from your family because they weren’t giving it to you. You just became the kind of person they needed so that you could get love from your family and maybe that was a miserable person. I’ve seen that happen, where you grow up in a family and they’re miserable. In order to get love you have to complain and be miserable. Everything that is uncreate and delete all of that.

Jenny is asking “How can I be grateful for a seller who used foul language today? I have been understanding.” You don’t have to necessarily be grateful but maybe you can be grateful that you yourself are not in that vibration. If you can find something positive about it like “Wow, how cool is it that I am not in that vibration?” Or “Wow, isn’t it so cool that I don’t have the stress level she does?” Or “Wow, isn’t it so cool that I don’t have to live with her?” Any of those things will move it up into gratefulness. Instead of worrying about why she did it.

Everywhere money doesn’t grow on trees and you don’t have enough, uncreate and delete all of that. Everywhere you have to save and pinch every penny and money is always a struggle, uncreate and delete all of that across all time, dimensions, space and reality. Let’s see, a family that prays together stays together. I know where she’s coming from because in some families that means you’re ultimately linked forever and ever and ever and then you never get your own life.  Anywhere a family that prays together stays together then therefore you never get your own life; uncreate and delete all of that.

Everywhere you have to work 24/7, seven days a week and then only then will you make ends meet—I’m going to ask you guys to push this on your wish list. I’m going to ask you guy, what would it take for you to make the same amount of money or whatever your projection is?  If you want to ten times it and work only 30 hours a week, pick a number. That would be kind of cool, right? Just see what happens. What would it take for you guys to not have to work hard for your money and everything in the way of that, uncreate all of that.

What would it take for money to show up easy? Maybe you are one of the middle kids or younger kids and you always got the hand-me-downs so basically you weren’t number one. You were always number two, three, four, five, six or last. Any of you guys living from the vibe of I have to be middle or last and I’m not first; my poor sister who is in the middle. There are three of us. I’m the oldest. I got kind of lucky because I got the imprint of “I was number one.” But my poor sister, we tried to clear a lot of stuff on her about being the middle child. It was just because she was number two.

Everywhere a lot of great abundance was the cause of fighting, so there for you don’t want it because why would I want something that made me fight? Everywhere your parents fought about money as the normal way to do love. Any of you guys whoever did any of those things with your own spouse or mate, duplicated from your parents or any previous spouse or mate; uncreate and delete all of that.

There was never enough money coming in and you never knew where more was coming everything that is, uncreate and delete it all. Everywhere love is transactional, withdrawal of love used as a behavior modification. Anywhere you couldn’t get love—you were naughty, you didn’t do what mommy wanted or what daddy wanted or any of those kinds of things; delete all of that.

Anywhere you guys didn’t get the energy of love, delete all of that. Anywhere you felt unimportant or unvalued, delete all of that. If you never felt the vibration of love you’re going to have to walk around saying “What would it take for me to feel gratitude? What would it take for me to feel love? What would it take for me to feel joy?” You’re going to have to really imprint yourself with those energies.

Everywhere money doesn’t grow on trees, delete all of that. Too many children, not so much money, never enough; all of that stuff, uncreate it all. Everywhere you guys are the whole problem as kids, you were the whole problem to why your parents were poor. Your parents were rich until you came along and then you took all of their money, all of their life, and you were the source of their whole problems. Any of you guys who took that in, uncreate and delete all of that.

Everywhere your whole life is “I’m a problem” not “I’m a thing to be loved.” Uncreate and delete all of that. Everywhere you were the advice giver in the family because your parents were really not parents, they were basically the kids and you were basically the parent. And everywhere you’re tired of being the parent to everybody on the planet instead of getting a life for yourself; uncreate and delete all of that.

Some of you might love it, so there is nothing wrong with that except some people feel a little resentful because they don’t get filled up themselves. Any of you guys who are the givers, what would it take for you guys to be excellent receivers? There delete all of that.  Lots of kids, lots of work; uncreate and delete all of that. “I can relate to the fighting love or wealth.” Anywhere you guys struggle with love and money, uncreate and delete all of that.

Everywhere your dad made really bad choices so now you don’t even know what to do with money because you’re stuck in limbo. You’re stuck in confusion. Anywhere you got stuck in limbo or confusion because you don’t know what to do with money, you didn’t get the download. Delete all of that. Everywhere you had to starve, uncreate and delete all of that. Feast of famine, uncreate and delete all of that.

Any of your parents who were gambling kind of, where you make a lot of money and then lose a lot of money. Make a lot of money, lose a lot of money, all of that. Delete all of that. Everywhere work is exhausting, uncreate all of that. Work equals no time for your kids therefore you’re unimportant, delete all of that. Everywhere you wasted all of your time and all of your money and all of your efforts. Everywhere you waste. Everywhere I’m not made of money and I don’t have enough. One more time, delete all of that across all time, dimensions, space, reality.

Everywhere you should not be a burden to your family, like you really asked to be born, right? It’s all your fault you were born. You didn’t have anything to do with it. Everything that is, uncreate and delete all of that. Anywhere you guys have a vibe of burden or the thing of anger, where your parents had to deal with you and you are now the angry thing that they have to deal with, they’re mad about it. Uncreate and delete all of that.

Everywhere people lied about money. Maybe your mom lied to your dad about money. Your dad lied to your mom about money and you knew everything. You’re this poor kid in the middle of watching your parents lie about money. Delete all of that. How confusing would that be, right? Everywhere love isn’t given easy, everywhere love is lacking; delete all of that. Everywhere you’re sad about how much love you received, uncreate and delete all of that.

Everywhere love was never enough for you. Any of you guys who are needy, some people grow up needy because they never got love and they kind of need people and then they feel disempowered because they never get love for themselves. How many people here are needy? Uncreate and delete all of the need and just fill up with source as if you’ve always had love your whole life.

Source can fill you up with all the love that you never received from your parents. You can literally ask, like right now, all the love that you never got from your dad that you really, truly wanted, what would it take for you to receive that right now? Just fill up with that, soak that in. Just imagine it coming from the light above, into your body, filling you with the whole template that I had so much love for my father.

Some people are going “Why would I do that?” Because the energy of father is kind of imprinted here that we need a father and a mother; if you feel like you didn’t get it you’re getting it from pure divine source energy. You can get the equivalent as a source energy father, source energy loved you enough to give you the energy and mother source energy loves you enough to give you all the love that you never had that you really want. Open up to the energy of mother’s source energy, pure mother love filling you as if you had love your whole life.

Everywhere your dad didn’t pay child support and money should not be saved. Everything that is uncreate and delete it all. Everywhere money didn’t stick, uncreate it all. Everywhere deals fell through when you grew up, delete all of that. Everywhere you never saw your dad because he was always working, delete all of that.

Any other karma that you have with your mother that’s linking you to money and love, all karma with your mother—karma is unhealed stuff, this life or any other past lives. Any karma with your mother that is sticking in your energy field not deleting, delete all of that. Any other unhealed karma with your father, uncreate and delete all of that. If you had stepfathers do those too or stepmothers, you can do those too. Any other karma with people who raised you if they were not your biological family delete all of that.

Everywhere you got ripped off because your birthday was too close to Christmas. Everything that is uncreate and delete it all. Everywhere you feel ripped off about how much lack of love and nourishment and genuine nourishment your mother and dad gave you, delete all of that. Everywhere you had to do something in order to earn love, delete all of that. Everywhere, if your mom got pregnant or something like this, therefore she got money so anywhere you’re the fruit of any monetary transaction, or the fulfillment of your mother’s monetary need; delete all of the places where you feel a lack of love about that.

Any other place, never enough; delete all of that. Everywhere your father was injured or hurt or out of work, or mother out of work and you guys had a period of life where you had no money coming in, delete all of that. Anywhere in this lifetime where you had a period of no money coming in and felt deserted by source and love. Everywhere you had to be literally tied up or abused in any form and that was the only version of love you had. Everything that is uncreate and delete it all.

Anybody else who was abused emotionally, verbally, physically and that is linked to your love energy, delete all of that. Everywhere love is abusive and unkind and unfit, delete all of that. Everywhere your parents got married and you had to eat scraps, uncreate and delete all of that. Everywhere you grew up always wanting parents’ approval and never receiving it so now you’re waiting for approval in the form of manifestations to show up to prove that you’re worthy instead of knowing you’re worthy and then asking for everything to show up from that place. Everything that is, delete all of that.

Any other fear, guilt and emotional stuff that is coming up, whatever the label is that you can feel that you might not know what it means, that’s just coming up right now regarding the subject of not getting love, uncreate and delete all of that. Everywhere you can’t hang on to money and need to get sick to get some attention from your family, uncreate and delete all of that. Everywhere you guys had to get sick or have a problem happen in order to get attention. Everywhere one of your siblings always got everything and you didn’t. Any other unhealed karma with any of the siblings that you have, asking for the deletion and uncreation of all karma with siblings that’s holding you back.

Since we’re doing the love, any mates that there is still some karma, unhealed stuff with, with any past mate or current mate that is blocking your love and abundance from showing up, delete all of that.  Everywhere your parents had a lot of money but you decided somewhere that you couldn’t be like them or they made you feel like you weren’t like them. Or you could have imprinted that “mommy and daddy take care of me” and you never learned how to get the energy of taking care of yourself. Everything that is, delete all of that.

All decisions that you guys made that keep money away from you, delete all of those. Anywhere you only had the basic needs met but not anything more than that, uncreate and delete all of that. Irene is saying “Who do you think you are Onassis’s daughter?” Wow, everything that is, uncreate and delete all of that. Everywhere you have to go without, that’s the norm; delete all of that. Everywhere you have to be totally thrilled and happy that we love you, forget that we can’t feed you; delete all of that.

Rosalynn just had a breakthrough; she said her mom almost took her birthday money away from her “to buy me what she thought I needed or put away.” That’s one of the greatest wounding I’ve seen. When you give a kid money and then you have to teach them to be responsible with their money. You can’t really control their money because they think it’s their money. Maybe have a rule that 30% gets put away, the rest you can do for yourself. I know some parents as soon as the kid got money they’d make them put it all away and then the kid never learned how to handle money. It’s crazy. Everything that is, uncreate and delete all of that.

Everywhere there is more than one kid and you guys were always in competition for money and love. Everywhere it wasn’t fair so everywhere it really wasn’t fair in the end. One of the siblings got more than you. Can’t hold on to it, you have to do an emergency. And emergency is always created every time you get extra, delete all of that. Everywhere you guys are saving for a rainy day because that creates a rainy day. Delete all of that.

Everywhere it’s affecting your current relationship where you don’t like to talk about money with your spouse because really ideally you and your spouse would be on the same kind of plan. You guys would have a plan. You can keep your money separate but at least have a plan or something so you guys are creating some group energy towards abundance. Everywhere you guys can’t talk about money, nobody can talk about money. Everywhere you guys don’t have wills and all of the financial details in order because nobody wants to talk about any of that. Or my mate won’t talk about that or I don’t want to talk about that. Delete all of that stuff.

A penny saved is a penny earned and disposable money for nothing, money for fun is not around. Uncreate and delete all of that. Everywhere your sibling, one more time, got more than you. Everywhere you guys have to have some degree and then you’ll get paid more money. Anywhere you think degrees equal money versus street smarts equal money. Anything that is delete all of that. You guys think you’re dumb. Everywhere you guys think you’re dumb with money or dumb or dumb luck or can’t be that smart or can’t be that smart to have that kind of like. Everything that is uncreate and delete all of that.

A lot of energy on that; I would work on that. If any of you guys have anything about feeling dumb or not enough about your smarts delete all of that. Anywhere you guys have the whole family is fighting against each other for money and people get divorced and they fight for money. Parents dying and all of the kids fight over their money. Any of that stuff, everywhere the family screws each other for money, basically. Everywhere the family becomes their own worse nightmare, delete all of that.

Everywhere you’re attracting men or women who want to spend all of your money, that’s got to suck. Everything that is delete all of that. Everywhere you are a sucker and give it to them. Everything that is uncreate and delete all of that. Anywhere you feel badly about any of those transactions. Any money transaction that you still feel badly about and you still ruminate about or it’s still stuck in your consciousness, uncreate and delete all of that. Any love transactions that you’ve ever had, like “I married that person. I dated that person.” Any love transaction that you still feel regret over. Delete all of that.

Everywhere you guys never said “I love you” or meant it at home. Suppressed feelings are everywhere you said “I can’t believe it” or you went into shock. Everywhere you guys have all of these suppressed emotions like “I can’t deal with it. I don’t know. I can’t believe it. I can’t believe this just happened. I don’t know what to do. I can’t handle this.” Any of those things are suppressed emotions behind the scenes. Uncreate and delete all of those.

Everywhere love is not enough; I want to really get this main belief here. Uncreate and delete all of that. Everywhere love is not enough, uncreate and delete all of that. I want you to think for a minute, how do you communicate your desire to grow? If you want to grow in your life, if I say “You have to change every part of your life.” Is the first response that you guys get angry or is the first response frustration? Is the first response what?

Karen had a light bulb moment “I was angry and mean to my mother when she wouldn’t buy me clothes. She gave in and wrote a bad check and having to deal with consequences of her dad. As an adult I find myself spending for others even if I don’t have it.” Good job, Karen. Good job.

Anybody who is crying, that’s just realizing. Good job, you guys. You guys are doing a lot. Everywhere you go into all of these lower dimensions in order to create something different, uncreate and delete all of those. Wow, a lot of energy on this. Everything that is, uncreate and delete all of that. All of the despair, fear, anger, worry, shame and ambivalence, apathy, depression, suppression, core beliefs attached to it, no desire, everywhere you talk yourself out of thing. All of the funny things that happen uncreate and delete them all across all time, dimensions, space and reality.

Why is it usually apathy? If you ask why do I want to do it? Why bother? Why, why, why?” There is usually some apathetic suppression or depression that happened somewhere. Are you living, being and dreaming your abundance as if you have it? You know how they say that the amount of money you make is the equivalent of the five people you hang out with the most.  Any of you guys who don’t think you can just step in that whole dimension where you try it on. You guys hopefully have things on your dream board or you wrote out your story of how you want it to happen.

If you want a Mercedes—I’m going to pick on material things here for a minute. If you want a Mercedes why don’t you go drive a Mercedes and check it out? Make it real. If you want to have extra wealth and you want to dress a certain way, why don’t you try on clothes like that. There is no reason why you can’t dress like that in less expensive clothes. We’ve had success stories of people finding clothes on sale that were nice clothes. What if you could live it, be it and dream it as if you have it?

Anything that is preventing you guys from trying on the reality and acting it out for yourself, uncreate and delete all of that. That’s your homework assignment. I don’t want to call it homework, your play at home, home play. What would it take for you guys to go try on some part of your reality that you haven’t tried on yet that you really want to try on? What would it take for you guys to do that? Go home shopping, whatever that is.

Do you guys laugh at your situations easily? If I have something weird happen, honestly, I really don’t do emotional melt down. I usually pretty much laugh at things. Anywhere you guys have an emotional melt down as your first, second and third reaction. Everything that is will you uncreate and delete it all. I’m going to ask you to monitor where you do that and every time you do a reaction—notice that, reaction. That means you’re acting on some pattern. Uncreate and delete it all.

Think of the last reaction, the last really weird situation you had and then ask yourself what was your reaction. Everything that is delete all of those. That’s a lot of energy right there. Everything that is across all time, dimensions, space, reality; delete it all. Chris is asking “Why do I feel numb about love and wealth?” Because somewhere you decided you couldn’t receive it. Your numbness is an inability to receive.

I would work on “What would it take for me to receive it and value myself enough to get it and care about it enough to have it? And care about myself enough to have it?” You’re going to have to link it to something positive like freedom, fun, and travel. Something that you really love to do and then it will be a little easier for you, Chris.

The other Chris, “I recently learned that many of the things we pass up because of fear were actually miracle opportunities that the universe brought us.” Yes, that is true. The universe is always giving to us. It’s either A. giving us the chance to correct a program or pattern by showing us what we don’t want. And/or it’s bringing us what we do want and often times you might not know why it brought it in that form. But if you follow the path you’ll understand exactly. It could be through a person who connects you to a person who connects you to a person.

How do you try on a soul mate? Make sure you sign up for Match or EHarmony or you go hang out where guys hang out, Monica. Try on and imagine, do a lot of visualization being with a guy. Margaret, all of you guys are still stuck in something where you don’t think you can change your abundance and money show up. Uncreate and delete it all.

I am curious if you’re blocked in love I wonder if you’re blocked in money. Any of you guys who are blocked in both manifesting a mate or happy relationship and/or manifesting money, uncreate and delete all of the places those are tied together. Everywhere you guys have the “it’s too good to be true” as soon as a manifestation shows up and everywhere you guys think the universe is like Santa Clause—it will show up but then at the end he just gives you a lump of coal or something. Whatever that is uncreate and delete it all.

Christy was asking “How do we handle debt collectors and empty bank accounts?” I would focus it on “I have a clean slate.” I wouldn’t look at it like I’m broke. I would be like “I have clean slate.” Because in truth you do, you get to start from scratch. If you’re starting from scratch how do you want it to look? And then I would also look into the laws because debt collectors can’t collect things after a certain amount of years and things like that.

Okay, feeling tightness after we did a clearing. All of the places where you guys have linked love and money so you can’ manifest abundance and you can’t manifest a loving mate, delete all of that. Everywhere you feel unworthy to receive love and unworthy to receive kindness and are not valued. Everywhere you guys are not valued at the end of the day or don’t feel loved.

It is safe, right and good to receive love. It is safe, right and good to receive love in the form of abundance. It is safe, right and good for love to show up in all parts of your life. It is safe, right and good for love to show up in the form of everything on your vision board. It is safe, right and good for love to the natural emotion that you have every day.

Here is your homework a little bit, what would it take for you to feel love and joy? That would be a really big deal one. What would it take for you to love life in all of its incarnations as you move forward? When you’re changing things you laugh at the things that show up. Instead of going “Oh god, I still suck, blah, blah.” Everywhere you guys think you still suck and you can’t get over it, uncreate and delete all of that.

What would it take for you guys to love life in all of its incarnations as you move forward? What would it take for you guys to live, dream, be your abundance as if you already have it? What would it take for you guys to laugh at your situations easily?  Everything in the way of that delete it all. Any other karma or karmic imprint you guys have with your parents that does not allow you to love yourself more than they loved you.

What would it take for you guys to believe you can live as you, the real you, whatever version that is? Uncreate and delete all of that. What would it take for you guys to see you, yourself as abundance personified? What would it take for you guys to be abundance personified? If you’re personified in it you’re acting abundantly as a natural talent. What would it take for you guys to create multiple strings of income? It’s really unlimited streams of income.

What would it take for you guys to create unlimited funding? What would it take for you guys to amaze yourself with how quickly everything shows up for you? What would it take for you guys to achieve supernatural incoming income and money? I’m saying “super natural” because above natural. Super natural, incoming money.

What would it take for you to make all things easy? Uncreate all of that. What would it take for you guys to make your life easy? What would it take for you guys to look at life like—Grace energy is like W-40. It kind of slips through the universe and opens doors. What would it take for you guys to grace and bless your whole life so that all parts of your life, all of the doors open and everything becomes easy? What would it take for you guys to be the lover of everything?

Winnie, thank you for connecting. She said in all of the other sessions she was calm. This session she is restless and agitated. That’s usually an energy that wants to leave. Go inside a little bit and ask “What awareness am I not willing to receive? What awareness a, I not willing to receive that could change my life?” Then you’ll kind of get a picture of maybe, mom? It feels like it’s attached to mom.

What would it take for you guys to be the lover of everything? Trevor or anybody from a different country who doesn’t know—Google “WD 40” It’s like this lubricant that makes things that squeak or stick, like door jams and things like this, it opens them up. That’s a good question. I keep forgetting that I’m American and not everybody knows what I am talking about.

What if you experience anger or rage after the sessions? Christy, it’s probably energy and emotions coming out of you. I would take a bath. Water usually calms your emotional body. Salt water is good. If you need to scream it out for two seconds, 20 seconds, two hours just get it out of you. Don’t suppress it. Just get it out. And don’t judge however it comes out.

Julia, that’s yourself by the way. It’s not your mom, it’s you. It’s you suppressing you. It’s you suppressing you. Grace, your thing has to do with your mother. What would it take for you guys to be the emotional level of love and above all of the time? What would it take for you guys to do what is needed to be the energy of love? What would it take universe to deliver all of the love you guys desire with no restrictions? What would it take for the vibrational energy of you to become unlimited resources and love? What would it take for the vibrational energy of you to become all the dreams that you desire?

What would it take for the vibrational energy that love brings you all the money and flow of abundance? Awesome, you guys did great. What vibrational energy can you be love personified in all of your life? You guys did really, really amazing. I hope that you can listen to this one again because there is a lot of energy on the subject of love. All week it feels like for you guys, about a week and a half all of you love issues, where you don’t feel loved enough to receive, is going to show up in your life. You’re going to have to keep letting it clear.